Self States, 2018-22
Self States is a tender and raw exploration of the shifting identities formed through the experience of creating—and losing—life. Through intimate portraits, figures, and baby forms, the series traces the emotional terrain of conception, longing, and miscarriage.
Each drawing captures a moment of becoming or unraveling, where the boundaries of self blur with the presence of another—real, imagined, or lost. The figures are not fixed but fluid, echoing the inner states of hope, grief, and the silent ache of absence.
Rooted in deeply personal experience, Self States gives visual form to the often unspoken emotions surrounding fertility and loss. It is a quiet witnessing of transformation, rupture, and the tender persistence of love in the face of impermanence.
Gone, 2021

Vesper, 2022

Searching for Beauty in Fracture, 2021

The Silent Deep, 2021

Bloom, 2022

Hommelette, 2021

Soundscape the Size of the World, 2021

Keep Quiet, 2022

Poison and Medicine Grow So Close, 2021

Self State (Human Animal), 2023

Fragile as a Snowflake, 2021

Pan, 2021

Oxygenic Photosynthesis, 2021

The Garden, 2021

Water Speaking to a Dream, 2021
Amnesia, 2021

Ghost I, 2021

Ghost III, 2021

Ghost II, 2021

Fear of Extinction, 2021

The State of Affairs, 2022

That's Us (Her), 2021

That's Us (Him), 2021

Birth, 2021

Sad Mother, 2021

Moonlit, 2022

Blue is the Warmest Colour, 2021

Full Moon, 2022

Full Moon II, 2022

Love is a Torn Muscle, 2022

Bison, 2022

Mortal Landscape II, 2022

Mortal Landscape III, 2022

Portrait of Figure Near Water, 2022

Mortal Landscape, 2022

Black Swan (rara avis in terris nigroque similima cygno), 2021

Black Swan (Flight), 2021

Black Swan (Heart), 2021

Secluded Saint, 2022

Sadness II, 2022

Sadness, 2022

Moonlit II, 2022

Anger, 2022

Headless Woman, 2022

Hommelette, 2022

The Origin of the World (Cunt), 2018

Fragment, 2019

The Unbearable Lightness of Dream, 2021