Self States, 2018-22
Self States is a tender and raw exploration of the shifting identities formed through the experience of creating—and losing—life. Through intimate portraits, figures, and baby forms, the series traces the emotional terrain of conception, longing, and miscarriage.
Each drawing captures a moment of becoming or unraveling, where the boundaries of self blur with the presence of another—real, imagined, or lost. The figures are not fixed but fluid, echoing the inner states of hope, grief, and the silent ache of absence.
Rooted in deeply personal experience, Self States gives visual form to the often unspoken emotions surrounding fertility and loss. It is a quiet witnessing of transformation, rupture, and the tender persistence of love in the face of impermanence.
Gone, 2021
Vesper, 2022
Searching for Beauty in Fracture, 2021
The Silent Deep, 2021
Bloom, 2022
Hommelette, 2021
Soundscape the Size of the World, 2021
Keep Quiet, 2022
Poison and Medicine Grow So Close, 2021
Self State (Human Animal), 2023
Fragile as a Snowflake, 2021
Pan, 2021
Oxygenic Photosynthesis, 2021
The Garden, 2021
Water Speaking to a Dream, 2021
Amnesia, 2021
Ghost I, 2021
Ghost III, 2021
Ghost II, 2021
Fear of Extinction, 2021
The State of Affairs, 2022
That's Us (Her), 2021
That's Us (Him), 2021
Birth, 2021
Sad Mother, 2021
Moonlit, 2022
Blue is the Warmest Colour, 2021
Full Moon, 2022
Full Moon II, 2022
Love is a Torn Muscle, 2022
Bison, 2022
Mortal Landscape II, 2022
Mortal Landscape III, 2022
Portrait of Figure Near Water, 2022
Mortal Landscape, 2022
Black Swan (rara avis in terris nigroque similima cygno), 2021
Black Swan (Flight), 2021
Black Swan (Heart), 2021
Secluded Saint, 2022
Sadness II, 2022
Sadness, 2022
Moonlit II, 2022
Anger, 2022
Headless Woman, 2022
Hommelette, 2022
The Origin of the World (Cunt), 2018
Fragment, 2019
The Unbearable Lightness of Dream, 2021